Leather in the summer, silk in the winter...

Emotional being. Future educator. Lover, not a fighter.

I have had several instances of accidental socializing recently. Just since Friday I’ve seen a friend from college, gone on a random roadtrip with coworkers, a girl from high school, and some real random conversation with an old church buddy. Easter vigil mass accounts for 2 of these, but the rest, idk.

It is my intention to have a semblance of a social life in 2013. Guess this is good…? Idk

moment of self pity

I don’t like the way I feel. 90 day countdown. June 1, 2013 I will prioritize myself. If you can’t be selfish in your 20’s, when else can you?

Now let’s hope I can make it to June without self destruction…

I’m sure that I am going crazy. When does sacrifice beome self destruction?

Having a disobedient bush day….
Met and chatted with a new neighbor, totally forgetting that my head looked like this. Looking like somebody’s child….

Having a disobedient bush day….

Met and chatted with a new neighbor, totally forgetting that my head looked like this. Looking like somebody’s child….

*shrug*

Sometimes I just don’t have much to say to people…

Its hot as Satan’s right ass cheek. That is all.

Been twatching and following new folks… *shrug*

So I’ve decided…

I have decided that it is officially time to pull myself out of this little rut I’ve been in. This quarter life crises has been winning, and I’m sick of it. 

I’m not sure yet exactly what’s gonna happen, but the next 6 months will bring unprecedented changes. 

Step 1: Pick up my goddamn journal every single day. Even if the entry is just one line.

Step 2: Begin a proper writer’s journal. Do some kind of self assigned piece weekly. 

Step 3: Aggressively search for more appropriate employment. I love my job, but its probably never gonna pay the kind of money I need to be making.

Step 4: Write out daily, weekly, monthly, quarterly, and yearly goals. Yes, all of that. 

Step 5: Learn how to play the acoustic guitar.

That’s enough for right now. All of this is shit I should be doing already. 

I just want to feel better. About everything…

11 seconds in, that *pop* gives me LIFE!

Can we get Daria back on the air?? PLEEEEEASE!!